hello. im finally back. hahah.
so much's been happening!
this post's probably going to be reallllllyyyyyy longggg.. (: hah.
anyways. im still contemplating if i shld retake chi. aft all , its sucking so badly.. and im thinking if the time spent on chi could be better utilized on other subs. and aft the prelim MT paper today... man! im really considering.haha.
life;s been ubberly SWEET! hah. yes. no shopping , no outings , no dates with the loved ones for a really long time. bt , still sweet. tickets for hongkong's booked! (: hah. 3rd to 12th. i can't wait! plus the company's going to make it extra sweet.
i;ve learnt a lot through the past months. and i can't help but thank god for his love and grace. its amazing. very. the way everything seems to fit in all of a sudden. and the wake up calls he slowly slips into my life. the never ending source of comfort i have in him. i've began to see the importance of having him in my life. the assurance and contentment filled in the heart when u knw he's there. its like how you knw that there's this special one holding your back no matter what. and how you feel like ur always carrying less than half of your burdens cause he's there to carry almost everything else for you. all i've got to do is carry that trust in him.
i've began to tell myself to fully embrace the remaining two months left. whether is it to make up what i've missed in sec school , or to just really study my butt off and not have any regrets ... or to maybe one day end the hostility i have with a few. i figure if i don;t stop and look at what i've right now , i may nv get the chance to. the past five yrs of my life wasn;t exactly wasted. though the many times of regret of not making it into plmgss , i see much more here then i'd imagined i'd see there. the immaturity of boys here! (HAHA!jkin.really.) , the many diff split personalities , the different love i get from different people , the hardcore naggy teachers that nv fail to say smthing really funny , the process .. everything.
i don;t knw. through all the bumps and tears. i just feel really contented with everything right now. and psalms 23 has been reappearing a lot. frm don moen's to pastor lawrence seow , to vivien singing(HAHA. the terrible version ! HEEEHEEE. (: ) and to the word.
this post is really close to the heart! hahaha.
OH MAN. im really glad im more or less done with the project.
ystday , ben passed me his file of notes! that A1 distinction boy! haha. i have NO idea what he is writing man. and its amazing how he's changed. still BAD-BOY shit ass. but... changed. u can really see him and the things that's diff. and how's he's aiming for NYJC! haha. or is it NJC?! . whatever it is , its just good. even i dont aim for NY or NJ. hah.
some of jay chou's music's really addictive!
so far , i';ve skipped and turned dwn a few event functions on the account that i;ve gotta study!
1. ZOUK! ohman. (and i heard jade seah was there.)
2. aranda country club's night.
3. all the shopping and sales i had to turn down.
4. mid-yr hongkong trip.
5. upcoming phuket trip with the few at church for snorkeling.
6. dinners!
7. all the HP dinners and time spent there.
it'll pass! soon! 2 months baby. 2 months.
and and , i;ve got a lot of dkny , ck , mango , topshop jeans and a lot else to get rid off! hahah. i'll sell it off soon. (: watch the space.
im heading to timbre aft o's. ! can't wait.
BYE LOVES! (:
so much's been happening!
this post's probably going to be reallllllyyyyyy longggg.. (: hah.
anyways. im still contemplating if i shld retake chi. aft all , its sucking so badly.. and im thinking if the time spent on chi could be better utilized on other subs. and aft the prelim MT paper today... man! im really considering.haha.
life;s been ubberly SWEET! hah. yes. no shopping , no outings , no dates with the loved ones for a really long time. bt , still sweet. tickets for hongkong's booked! (: hah. 3rd to 12th. i can't wait! plus the company's going to make it extra sweet.
i;ve learnt a lot through the past months. and i can't help but thank god for his love and grace. its amazing. very. the way everything seems to fit in all of a sudden. and the wake up calls he slowly slips into my life. the never ending source of comfort i have in him. i've began to see the importance of having him in my life. the assurance and contentment filled in the heart when u knw he's there. its like how you knw that there's this special one holding your back no matter what. and how you feel like ur always carrying less than half of your burdens cause he's there to carry almost everything else for you. all i've got to do is carry that trust in him.
i've began to tell myself to fully embrace the remaining two months left. whether is it to make up what i've missed in sec school , or to just really study my butt off and not have any regrets ... or to maybe one day end the hostility i have with a few. i figure if i don;t stop and look at what i've right now , i may nv get the chance to. the past five yrs of my life wasn;t exactly wasted. though the many times of regret of not making it into plmgss , i see much more here then i'd imagined i'd see there. the immaturity of boys here! (HAHA!jkin.really.) , the many diff split personalities , the different love i get from different people , the hardcore naggy teachers that nv fail to say smthing really funny , the process .. everything.
i don;t knw. through all the bumps and tears. i just feel really contented with everything right now. and psalms 23 has been reappearing a lot. frm don moen's to pastor lawrence seow , to vivien singing(HAHA. the terrible version ! HEEEHEEE. (: ) and to the word.
this post is really close to the heart! hahaha.
OH MAN. im really glad im more or less done with the project.
ystday , ben passed me his file of notes! that A1 distinction boy! haha. i have NO idea what he is writing man. and its amazing how he's changed. still BAD-BOY shit ass. but... changed. u can really see him and the things that's diff. and how's he's aiming for NYJC! haha. or is it NJC?! . whatever it is , its just good. even i dont aim for NY or NJ. hah.
some of jay chou's music's really addictive!
so far , i';ve skipped and turned dwn a few event functions on the account that i;ve gotta study!
1. ZOUK! ohman. (and i heard jade seah was there.)
2. aranda country club's night.
3. all the shopping and sales i had to turn down.
4. mid-yr hongkong trip.
5. upcoming phuket trip with the few at church for snorkeling.
6. dinners!
7. all the HP dinners and time spent there.
it'll pass! soon! 2 months baby. 2 months.
and and , i;ve got a lot of dkny , ck , mango , topshop jeans and a lot else to get rid off! hahah. i'll sell it off soon. (: watch the space.
im heading to timbre aft o's. ! can't wait.
BYE LOVES! (:
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