sick to my stomach now. and i've been finding it so difficult to sleep these days cause of the really bad headaches and nose and throat! crap!. ha. well. i've got earrings from diva. it was quite long a go since i shopped and was really in town for smthing other then lunch. (sunday's lunch at cine.)!so the collection of balloons for sarah's 19th was an excuse for me to be out in twn on a schoolnight. and they were HUGE! hahahaha. just glad that i worked out well! (: thank you gabs! for hanging out with me! and the catchup was sweet.

i've tried , embarrassed myself for trying cause you don't reci and so, i've fully given up! cause i figure you have.the last thing u'll recieve is probably a graduation gift. nthing more ever.

i don't mind losing the 2 of u right now. cause at the end of the day , i don;t see the truth of us. on grad day , i'd only see myself trying too hard , from how i see it.

I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

i love this song right now.
study hard loves!
one week left of school and till grad day!