hey...well..before i start,happy birthday to hengkiat and happy good friday to all christians!owell...i guess i'll start bloggin now..
have i been doin the things im suppose to be doin?have i been keepin to the promises tt i have made for myslef?are the things tt are happenin around me the things i wan?am i gonna carry on like this?wad can i do inorder to change the situation?are the ppl around me happy with how i am bringin my life up?are this questions worth askin?
smtimes..i just feel like cryin?when everything seems like such a mess...when i feel like i can help improve it and when i feel like i must do smth but i cant?i dun know wads gotten into me..isit cause of my studies?isit cause of the probs im goin thru at home?or isit cause im puttin in toooo much effort in things tt are worhtless and a waste of my time?
i think i need God in my life the most rite now...yess...and my parents just quarrelled..i hope uncle philip comes back asap..yea..i couldn't stand stayin at home..so i went out for a last min movie with the guys..thank u edd jp n alex...watched miss.con2 .. yea..i just feel so wierd...i dun know y!!!!!!!can smone tell me ? have u ever felt like your heart was like all the way down at the bottom of the ground n u couldn't tell wads goin on?
was readin thru the posts...yea..and i realised in the past year.lotsa stuffs happened..yea...some of the stuffs tt i can name out is the death of uncle derrick...yea..it was hard to relive and try to figure how i felt when he left us in the mornin at 2.35am in the mornin just a few days before christmas...bout a week laa..yea.i seriously think tt we can nv be sure of when God wants us back in his house..but i can be sure tt we can choose the path we want in life..yes...for uncle derrick,he chose to be a drinker..a guy tt didn't put God first...at least..i can thank God tt the day before he left us,he accepted christ..smtimes...well..i feel tt im really lackin in the sense where im not puttin God first?yah...well...i pray for tt situation n i hope it grows better...
anyway...i hope smone comes and talk to me so i can throw all my probs at him/her....yea...and i have band tml ... k laaa...tears are droppin out i need ta leave edi...see u all...
have i been doin the things im suppose to be doin?have i been keepin to the promises tt i have made for myslef?are the things tt are happenin around me the things i wan?am i gonna carry on like this?wad can i do inorder to change the situation?are the ppl around me happy with how i am bringin my life up?are this questions worth askin?
smtimes..i just feel like cryin?when everything seems like such a mess...when i feel like i can help improve it and when i feel like i must do smth but i cant?i dun know wads gotten into me..isit cause of my studies?isit cause of the probs im goin thru at home?or isit cause im puttin in toooo much effort in things tt are worhtless and a waste of my time?
i think i need God in my life the most rite now...yess...and my parents just quarrelled..i hope uncle philip comes back asap..yea..i couldn't stand stayin at home..so i went out for a last min movie with the guys..thank u edd jp n alex...watched miss.con2 .. yea..i just feel so wierd...i dun know y!!!!!!!can smone tell me ? have u ever felt like your heart was like all the way down at the bottom of the ground n u couldn't tell wads goin on?
was readin thru the posts...yea..and i realised in the past year.lotsa stuffs happened..yea...some of the stuffs tt i can name out is the death of uncle derrick...yea..it was hard to relive and try to figure how i felt when he left us in the mornin at 2.35am in the mornin just a few days before christmas...bout a week laa..yea.i seriously think tt we can nv be sure of when God wants us back in his house..but i can be sure tt we can choose the path we want in life..yes...for uncle derrick,he chose to be a drinker..a guy tt didn't put God first...at least..i can thank God tt the day before he left us,he accepted christ..smtimes...well..i feel tt im really lackin in the sense where im not puttin God first?yah...well...i pray for tt situation n i hope it grows better...
anyway...i hope smone comes and talk to me so i can throw all my probs at him/her....yea...and i have band tml ... k laaa...tears are droppin out i need ta leave edi...see u all...
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