hey!oggays...im reall sorry la...i gotta get things straight ... im only cried cause i was really SAD!not pissed of aights? n neway,i got it out of my mind edi... im seriously gonna TRY it...i think aft all e months n years spent on it has all "gone down e drain?" eh..somehow like tt?but...in another way i can't just mean it like dis cause i think no matter how much we do to try n please a person ... we can nv change the person's perception bout us...and i guess its all bout how the person feels...so all we can do is hope n try our best..but i seriously can't stand it when they lie...u have seriously hurt me!i use to think we were friends tt wld share...but aft the last few months...everything we had is gone..there's nth that means precious to u in our friendship!how could u lieee?!just say it straight!n there's another B**** tt so wans me the hate her!damn her!!like wads her f***in prob la? she thinks tt by doin this she can actually look great!?! my arse kay!? I CAN'T STAND HER!if he eva chooses her...i'll only feel tt i've not done wad i've been suppose to have done a long time... i wun think shes better den me!cause shes NOT!shes someone as low as the floor!low iQ low thinkin ... everything k!?!damnnn her!

im seriously hurt.i'll heal.but aft 2 and a half years of accumiliated hurt i think it'll take time.a long time.i thank God for my wonderful friends tt has been encouraging me n tellin me wad i shld do!.thank u ppl.kL/jo2/cel/vivien/MARJORIE!/liya/LUCIEN!/sebas/jP....yah...might have missed ya name up there...but i still thank u all!