a 10min talk can make so much thoughts go thru my head.amazing.

the o'level results were out today.i was really proud of afiQ (: serious. as i saw them get back their results , i cldn't bare to think of what kind of results i wld produce when its my turn. its really depressing.. to see all of them get back their results with different emotions.. making me wonder how i'd feel when i get back mine.

i talked to hf bout her results.she did badly.but she triggered the "need-to-studyness" in me. we were talking .. and all of a sudden we kept quiet. she then turned and said "all the best to you man" . i said tt i didn't knw if i cld even go thru my n's .. cause my results now are really screwed .. and she encouraged me .. saying that if i started now , i sure can make it. thing was she didn't start early..tt's why she did badly.i replied saying tt i just needed smthing to wake me up frm the LAZINESS .. and strght away, she took out her result slip and pointed to her grades ans said .."trust me, you won't want to get such results when you get your own slip when it comes to your turn." it totally made me think.hf.thank you man.

aft witnessing today's release of results , i've promised myself to atleast start tomorro (: hahaha. i hope i don't get distracted. was suppose to go school to meet up with mr.goh. but have decided to stay home.

rite. i've been really slacking A LOT. and i need alot of pushiness and encouragement!!!

libing's asking me go shop tomorro! - i want to dear..but i think i'll stick to my study plan (hopefully!)