seriously...wtf.
i've never been so put off in my life.
smtimes the things u say,just don't make any sense.u rant and go on just for the sake of it.
WTH is ur prob man ? can't u just stp being sm person u aren't ? well...okay.if not tt.den .. shut up.

okay.its freaking 7.59am in the morning.and IM AWAKE.
k.i was woken up by bro's noise while he was preparing to go back to camp.he has duty u see.

i think i need to 'wake-up'
as in really.mentally.
i shouldn't let all tt's happening round me affect me so much.
such tt it also affects my studies.
as bro was preparing.i faked i was sound asleep.
i just kept thinking bout how much he pushed and scolded me,made me cry 3 days in a row,made me hated him so much and how he managed to show me tt hardwork reaps success.thru my rotten att , he said he'd give up.but never did .

i cannot have tt same treatment now..cause he's in NS.
but .. while shutting my eyes faking tt i was aslp,
i felt like i didn't wanna let bro;s efforts go to waste.
and...so .as a reminder,i got up and decided to blog bout this.hoping tt it wld ring sm bells in my head the moment i start slacking again.