fun things and all aside, i knw tt i shld be thanking God for what i have.but isn't it normal for smone to feel like he/she's lacking smthing ? or just missing smthing out ?

yes.i do thank God for all the things He has done in my life. i thank him for placing me where i am.but, i just smtimes feel so suffocated in this position. i just hope i can really have smone i'd share all these with. i don't want to rant and bother people with my problems..because i knw it can bore them out. and unless they're in my position, they'd nv understand what im really feeling.

sometimes, ppl just take for granted what they have in live. they let advantages/gifts pass them so easily tt they forget tt there is someone else actually yearning for what they think so little of.

can u tell me tt all my problems are gonna be thrwn into the sea and nv come back? ever again ? . no.

yes, what im facing might not be as bad as the kids starving in africa, the patients tt contract diseases , the ones tt lose dear ones thru accidents or sicknesses.

still... BUT?
im just praying,seriously tt everything wld go back to normal.


though i knw it'll nv happen .....