okay. i thank god tt the few hardcore worrying papers are over. but shit. i mean.. i screwed up on monday by not bringing my stationaries.. which wasn't tt bad cause i had people to borrow frm. and tues.. i screwed up so badly , all i could do was just sit outside the hall and cry. thank got shad was there to make sure i stopped. but i mean.. i studied like bloodily hard for the paper la.but just cause of one wrng BRAINLESS mistake , it might cause me my hopes of doing well. its just very disappointing to knw tt u;ve been putting in all the effort to make sure the paper goes rite , but screw up due to one crapped up mistake.

i thank all of those who were there for me though. some very surprising people amazingly managed to find out what happend and made sure i was alright by dropping very sweet messages. thank you all. (: sciences wasn;t THAT bad compared to the past 2 days. i just made a few careless mistakes here and there.

again , i must restate tt i cannot wait for post-exams! ((; GOSH!

oh. and the dear sch will be opened till like 8.30pm for the 4e's to study. how cool is tt man ? hah.

.. i managed to catch up with ralph the other day on the phone.. we talked till like superly late.hah. i miss listening to his very very very crappy and lame jokes man. HAHA.

and and! gabs might be working at whitebait tgther with me. it'll be SO COOL LA! we'll be able to eye on hot guys TOGETHER! (:

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when i needed the comfort , u weren't there.yet, u think so little of ur own existance around me. a single text frm u can make a whole load of difference and put a very big smile on my face. and , u just ignore it when u knw i need u. thinking tt the reliance on the other nice ppl around me is sufficient. i guess u just don;t understand. but , jesus is my strength! (: i've learnt a lot. esp these few months. a lot . . i thank god for everything tt's happened man...

AND!
can i just say that i super cannot stand people that seem to be all nice and sweet and full of innocence on the surface. but are fucking retards with very immature brains. i mean in short , WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!? . yes. i just had to let this para out. i've gotten enough of the whole shit. u guys can go create ur own mess and play around with it. just leave me out of the very childish sets.

exuberancy , pisstations , disappointments and confusion.
good night.