yesterday was just a full day of work. during break , shad , sharizan and i headed to taka..seemingly to just see ralph. but we got ourselves hooked on the sprayons abit. haah. anyway.. i was dead tired aft work ystday man. gosh. i reached home like 1 plus. anyhows , i made shad take over me today cause its mr lim kim lai's 17th birthday! hah. and he's invited me dwn to his place for dinner. hah. so i skipped aftnoon shift too. i got my really CHEAP black shoes. im like superly contented. hah. vivien told me they cost like 10 over dollers.. i bought it at like 4.50. hah.

yeah. and so , present was taken care by the two guys larh. some morgan shower gel which i heard is quite ex. HAH. anyways.. met up with vivien round 7plus and headed to his place. had dinner and all. there was like loads of people. the shijian , hk and ronald's grp was there .. and there was the grp of jowell , farook , alex and so on....in short, there was really a lot of people. the 2 guys came with the present like aft the cutting of cake. and so , we stayed on till 11.30 and left aft tt. headed back with the bunch of guys. they were damn funny! haha. esp shijian and the whole dick issue. HAH. anyway. yeah.

okay. i have work tml! and ralph's the good man with the extra phone! ((: hah. yay!

this weekend's gonna be damn packed again man! i just need 24hours of straight slp man! rite. nights ya'll! (:

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HAPPY 17th KIMLAI! (:

thanks man for the party/dinner! was a blast.

oh. and thank you for being the damn funny guy during our outings. u add the presence of laughter into everything man! hah. enjoy being sweet 17th guy!

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im sorry. for being so two-faced this way. but i used to think tt u were someone i could see myself being goodfriends with.but.. i guess i won't allow myself to be in tt position if i don't get the respect and loyalty needed. im not asking for much okay ? just a level of respect tt can be seen. and.. pls. i don't treat someone like a friend when he/she doesn't even knw what i feel or what i expect when we're infront of other ppl. i don't shout at u infront of him because i respect the fact tt ur my friend and i don't wanna shame the hell outta u infront of smone else. but if u can't comply to the simplity of it all ... , then forget it. im not gonna suffer being around you. i knw tt its difficult in a sense whereby its hard to quit it all. but , just give me tt plain bloody respect and smoke when im not around.or atleast cut the no. of damn sticks down la.. im f-ing pissed. and i don't bother telling it to u cause i knw ur gonna be "ya ya ya ya ya -ing " away.

just understand tt i've tried telling u how i feel. bt u just take for granted the fact tt im your friend and just go on with your shit. smthing tt seems small to u makes a difference to me.so don't blame me for being so horrible now. i've gotten quite abit of u already. sorry.

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