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Am I at the point of no improvement?
What of the death I still dwell in?
I try to excel, but I feel no movement.
Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.

Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong

I throw up my hands
"Oh, the impossibilities"
Frustrated and tired
Where do I go from here?
Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly
Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.

Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong

I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
I think I can't, I think I can't
But I think you can, I think you can
Gather my insufficiencies and place them in your hands
place them in your hands, place them in your hands

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.

Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong

Never underestimate my Jesus.
You're telling me that there's no hope.
I'm telling you you're wrong.

Never underestimate my Jesus
When the world around you crumbles
He will be strong, He will be strong
He will be strong, He will be strong
He will be strong

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finally! its friday! TGIF man! (: hah. okay. i skipped school ystday like again! omg. this is starting to become a very bad habit ! haha. 2nd time since term started . anyway , ystday i met up with the guys in the aftnoon aft their lessons, SUPPOSEDLY to get shijian's present. but u knw them larh. anyway , we stepped into G2000! and i wanted to get a top for bro. ... bt we left too quickly. so yea. they ended having lunch and i ended back in with vivien. ahahah... and so , they took care of the gift. was suppose to head dwn for his party in the evening , but due to the massive shitload of work , i forgo-ed the party .. and was doing freaking chinese. and trying to finish up the proposal.

today.. was more or less ... normal ? hahahaha. yeap! nthing much's been going on ... unless u count in the fact tt im overly sick of chinese interesting. F.S for chinese this aftnoon was getting to me so badly! it was so mentally draining ! i felt like slping so badly tt i got outta the class halfway and cleared my mind in the toilet. seriously! ... i wanted to just leave it there... and nt touch it. and when i tried attempting it , i finished like what ? 26 questions ? only.

i want my life back! the one i had during the hol;s. it seriously feels shitty to have a whole load of work piling .. and when u can't finish it on time , it gets ubberly frustrating. i pratically have NO time to shop. NO time to meet up with anyone . and NO time for just lying on my bed for more then 7hrs. i've been slping like less then 6hrs daily!

okay. but still , when im feeling shitty , beautiful nice songs like the one by relient k , above brings it all back. the ability to withstand it .... for a longer time.

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im nt sure what it is. but .. yeah. im working at it. and maybe , just maybe , when i;ve managed to reach it , you'll be there.