okay. sch's been a whole load of crappiness. haha.lrc sings very off-tuned. hahaha. ..anyway.. im nt given a front seat!so ... it makes focusing abit difficult. hah.riteee..
anywayy.. GHB and i talked on wednesday .. and im starting to be really worried. i mean... the whole reality of nt being able to get into the sch i want is more or less knwn to me already. bt... the whole idea of reaching tt goal has been in me since like what? sec 3 ? aft i woke myself up! . and tt;s beeen the only thing pushing me to work my ass and guts out. NOW , im being talked to , and i start realising tt maybe the whole time i;ve just been hoping for the unreachable for. its abit funny to say tt i've been affected by our whole conversation. but ... yes! i've been! .. but its not ghb's fault la. its the confusion of not knwing what to do next. or the feeling of being having ur goal ripped away in the face. but i thank him for being there ... for being the ever so crappy teacher and for being the one i can just tell crap to. HAHA. rite.
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and. vivien and lrc. u knw this.
smtimes when shit hits u so many times. u try and run. when u run and realise u cannot turn away frm it , u face it. and when u start facing it to many times , u become numb. and that's what i am nw! FREAKING numb. but im glad tt vivien ang rong xiang was there for me when i felt like crap on tues morning.
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the chapters are starting to slwly get to me. and so , starting the whole cycle is very much needed now. hahahahaha.
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and its a friday morning now! and im nt in sch. cause i woke up at 7.30AM! and figured i;ll be late for sch anyway. so mum's called in sick for me at sch! haha. and so , i'll maximise the day and spend it first , heading to the immigrations to do my picture change for the passport. then to taka to get some stuffs and then maybe lunching/dinnering at wisma! i;ll see! haha.
okay! gotta go ! (: take care all! (:
anywayy.. GHB and i talked on wednesday .. and im starting to be really worried. i mean... the whole reality of nt being able to get into the sch i want is more or less knwn to me already. bt... the whole idea of reaching tt goal has been in me since like what? sec 3 ? aft i woke myself up! . and tt;s beeen the only thing pushing me to work my ass and guts out. NOW , im being talked to , and i start realising tt maybe the whole time i;ve just been hoping for the unreachable for. its abit funny to say tt i've been affected by our whole conversation. but ... yes! i've been! .. but its not ghb's fault la. its the confusion of not knwing what to do next. or the feeling of being having ur goal ripped away in the face. but i thank him for being there ... for being the ever so crappy teacher and for being the one i can just tell crap to. HAHA. rite.
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and. vivien and lrc. u knw this.
smtimes when shit hits u so many times. u try and run. when u run and realise u cannot turn away frm it , u face it. and when u start facing it to many times , u become numb. and that's what i am nw! FREAKING numb. but im glad tt vivien ang rong xiang was there for me when i felt like crap on tues morning.
--
the chapters are starting to slwly get to me. and so , starting the whole cycle is very much needed now. hahahahaha.
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and its a friday morning now! and im nt in sch. cause i woke up at 7.30AM! and figured i;ll be late for sch anyway. so mum's called in sick for me at sch! haha. and so , i'll maximise the day and spend it first , heading to the immigrations to do my picture change for the passport. then to taka to get some stuffs and then maybe lunching/dinnering at wisma! i;ll see! haha.
okay! gotta go ! (: take care all! (:
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