i've just came to a conclusion - that nthing can be held on for too long.well , atleast for now.

the thing is , i hope for too much in return. but yet , when i don't get it , i still continue hoping... knwing very well , nthing's gonna come out of "being nice" . so what's the point ? trying to retain or maintaining smthing , but knwing very well its spoilt. and unfixable ?

its like trying to make a dead cat come alive again. yes.

i've thought about it. and its too much for me to handle. no point hanging/holding on to it.

so .... one really late resolution to try and make happen this yr , is to let go of everything , in a sense not reciprocative ? yeah. i guess. its not just the info man. its just everything.


yeah. and really , its just sickening to knw that u don't care.


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i've been so busy lately , i hardly have time to breath. time catches up and it gets to me . whenever i see how badly i suck at chaps. esp today. soon , another yr's gonna end. and it;ll all go dwn to tt one piece of paper. with no.s written all over it.
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i guess , i'll let go and learn my lesson.
no more heartfelt things.



HAPPY 17th LJP! (: