and so. this morning , i got up .. washed up and changed into blazer's shirt. abt to pack my back , i suddenly felt like SHIT! (im really sick okay!) . really. so i just layed in bed. and then.. decided not to head to school.

so anyway. was suppose to meet the two girls dwn at vivo. then maybe meet gab up for dinner. but plans are all cancelled. so , im currently stuck hm... trying to do constructive things with my time. (: haha.

this week's been tolerable. i;ve really learnt tt i shldn't depend too much on just one person. cause when this one person lets u dwn ... it hurts to the max .. such that u nv wanna talk to him again. well .. atleast im trying to.

LISA ONO's GOOD! - random.

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Have I been sleeping?
I’ve been so still
Afraid of crumbling
Have I been careless?
Dismissing all the distant rumblings
Take me where I am supposed to be
To comprehend the things that I can’t see

Cause I need to move
I need to wake up
I need to change
I need to shake up
To I need to speak out
Something’s got to break up
I’ve been asleep
And I need to wake up
Now

i really think tt due to so much tt has been happening. i've matured a lot in a sense. and i really thank god for tt!

i need a place to bunk in. period.