deadlines are being cramped and rushed through so they are met. it really suck big time! anyway. sat was pure highness during worship prac and jamming sess. hahaha. it rawked so much singing and just blasting our way through. we had 2and a half hours straight of fun! (: haaha. plus zw/lw was there and involved. so it was best arh! hah.

sunday. was worship then service. alex was so irritating man! he stole my seat. in the end .. euo , alex , joshua and i sat tgther. hahaha. aft service , kieth came up and was like "MEL! u messaged me arh!? and u told me u got my no. frm roy at zouk!? " i was like SHUT UP! i DID NOT! hahahaha.. it was SO funny. cause he went around telling the whole world. and i scolded mum and told her not to be kay-po when she tried standing there to get it all in. hah. aft tt , we headed to gardens! for lunch. then .. met up with afiq in the library to study. -(thank god he saved the space! it was fully PACKED!)

today. as per norm was just SCHOOL.nthing much actually.really. ANYWAY! i've gotten over some stuffs edi. but im still fucking pissed that i was kept frm so much things. still. really .. it all goes down to what sorta person u are. and how u handle ur shit. i don;t wanna talk to u no more. - atleast when i can help it. and unless i really hv no choice.

if u think its easy , think again. it takes a lot of energy frm inside me to be able to be angry and not talk. still , im gonna do it.

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Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up then tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
And what you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought to doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes, so I could see
That you were never the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought to doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
And spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

I’m putting my heart back together
Cause I got over you
I got over you

Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you

goodnight.





there's only one thing for me to look on at now.