im back. i teared BADLY on sunday man. the testimonies by the 3 were awesome! it brought a real touch in the heart.

so.anyway. been SORTA slogging the oh-so-LITTLE guts i have out the past few days. doing things i'd nv thought id ever start. so thank god mannnn.

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okay. i have to make this clear. you. seriously you.
im sick and tired of habouring the same old thoughts. there isn't a fucking point when ur trying your best to keep whatever it is u wanna hide frm this person and putting in SO much effort in it. bt yet.. it goes unnoticed cause you can't knw. i mean. what's the whole damn point right!?! AND. u make it seem like ur setting your priorities right. u knw where i stand.. but yet!? . u carry it so differently when we reach such circumstances. yes. go ahead .. let ur emotions go. i knw im being selfish. but wasn't what i initially predicted already true ?! didn't it show itself aft a week or 2 ?so what ? ur just gonna let tt person hurt u again rite ?
OKAY.like what the hell am i thinking man. u don't even come here no more! u said it urself. when i thght u picked the carnival pics frm here.

fuck
the emotions.
the feelings.
the promises.
the times you made me smile.
the reassurance.

i'll just hold my emotions like a puppet.
because like a puppet , i can't speak. not to u-when im feeling like this.
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british flicks pulls the laughter outta me man. its so full of shit but ironically filled with substance.

its hard to be on the side tt ppl expect highly of u. cause u just wanna please everyone tt wants you to do well. but u find it so difficult.

so anyway.
times' flying really quickly. and we;re allll getting real busy.

ouh!





HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. - for those tt knw.

okay! gotta ciao now!
see ya'll!