Monday, July 09, 2007

im damn ill disciplined. gosh! i can't believe im not in school again. the habit's gotta stop man. okay. frankly , on my part im alr feeling like shit. so it doesn't help that some people just don't understand enough. and then ... speculations are made. landing me in a deeper load of shit then im in right now.

sat was spent at marina square , immersing myself in sales galore! ha. and then ... it was dwn to the BAY. right near esplanade for the parade. the fireworks were awesome! and the guards of honour were good. ahahah. the paragliding too. we left a lil bit earlier so we could beat traffic and make it to novena square by 9.30 .. to collect the cake before chocz closed. and then .. it was dinner till late.

missed church on sunday morn due to the terrible stomach flu. (i presume) hah. yeaahhh.. in the aftnoon was dwn to the hdb hub for brother's investment talk. hahaha. we headed dwn twn and walked at wheelock! then .. it was borders for the cds again. met parents and sis in modestos and ours seemed exclusive cause we had a single waitress serving and it was a really private affair. we sat at exactly the same place we've been seating every single time we're at modestos. okay. anyway , dinner was good. and aft dinner was the walk dwn to borders again .. got the chill:brazil and the pretty covered amethystium cds. cost 60bucks. hagen daz's macadamia nut icecream with bro next and my pencil box. (: hhahahaha.

anyway! ive gotta be feeling remorse for not turning up in school again.
its been too many times lately.

must make a pact with mum soon. shall stop skipping school for no bloody good reason.
hate the guilt.

gonna have donut factory's LATER! ahahaha. a wonderful wonderful person's in the damn long queue now at raffles city so that we can have it later! haha.

i have reasons for doing what im doing. and im a person with emotions. so pls don;t expect me to sit back , listen to your bull and not feel anything. cause i damn well know that ur made outta pure lies. every part of you is stuck with lies covering each other - forming you. the intense frustration is inexplainable. really.



on a another totally "not relevant to what i was ranting about above" ,

some people , i must say are just filled with so much confidence. such that faking their lives out and making it seem like its perfect is a swing. they blog like they're filled with a huge basking shit load of vocab and they treat the people around them like they're the dearest to their hearts. but actually use them for their self-reassurance purpose. god , let me feel nthing towards em, i really do want to.

on another hand , there's another inexplainable comfort to knw that i have that one person holding my back for me. ilu. (:

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