weekend was busssyyy! vday this year was bitter sweet!ha. cause i ended up with a really bad headache the next day. and i had to run around office asking if anyone had panadol to spare. marchelle was so niceeee! she did the same with me. lunch was at clarity;s, treat was on me for her bd. haha. and we ended up being half hour late! felt soo shitty. bought a cake for yongxiang. haha. night was dinner function at orchid country club , then to vivien's place for the gathering and then to jy's place where we met tianze which was damn funny. and then both bing and siekmee came over to my place where i got my stuff and then left house again. cabbed down to bing's place and stayed over.. catching up! hahaha. slept like near 4 i think ? and , ifixed the ipod! (: anyways , when i woke up on sat , i lunched at her place and rushed home to washup , get changed and met the girls down to bukit batok for m.kok's house visit! hahaha. was damn funny , the way they played wii.

aft his place , we headed down town, where afiq decided to tell me he had his insurance meeting. walked round till like 5 ? 6 ? and he called! saying that it was cancelled. so we met . hung round marina square then walked round and round the area outside and decided raffles city shping centre. then bought dinner and sat near smu. half way thru , fireworks were blasting right behind us! hahahahaha. we caught the aft chingay party abit and then cabbed to ps for starbucks! hahah. and aft that , we were both toooo bummed out , we decided to head back. that was near 12.

sunday morn was service and then lunch at ichiban boishi with joa claris and sis. then to get ipod accessories and met euo and esh. zouk flea next! it was dammnnnnn crowded! OMG! i was so turned off by e crowd , i decided to head to winebar for drinks. riebena vodka! yum! haha. aft that we walked more. met henry , bing and friend in there! haha. left and headed to tcc;s for chilli beef! BUT THEY RAN OUTTA IT! gosh.

cabbed down to cine and was back up at ishop. (omg. i don;t knw hw many times iv'e been there. i like knw the ppl working there now!) aft tht was kite runnerrrr! which was so GOOD!! the best show i've watched thru the whole series of movies i've watched recently. dinner was subway and then we headed home.

and now , monday's back to worrrrrrrrkkkk. but its okay though.. cause evan's been supporting the lazy bum that's in me. telling me to just sleep and rest. hahaha. and he's a good mate to sit beside with ! cause he makes me happy when stupid traders pisses me off so badly. i almost pinched him red when i found out my whole excel shit was erased. ): he was nice though. he sucked it in and smiled! hahaha.

life's not perrrrffeeectttt. bt im contented now.
because its all so effortless now. (:

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains


It hurts but it may be the only way

atleast , i made my point.