you grip on tight to the hand gears , hoping you dont fall off.
you hold so tightly , you realise you;re hurting yourself and slowly let go alil.
and you fall off.

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i loose sight of small things in life when its going good.
one day i sit down , i see all these and am suddenly lost.
reality hits me and i suddenly realize im missing out and taking a lot for granted.
confusion hits.


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this week's highlight was shopping and leap years with fiq. movie with ben&jerrys on hand.



i need to reorg the life right now.